You know what sucks the most about being single after being in a relationship for almost 4 years? Being friend zoned by all of the most eligible people you know, and feeling like the point of no return might have already been passed. Hopefully time can change the picture a little bit… or a lot. </love rant>
missmackenna asked: Stevie, I seriously love you. <3 I'm in this self destructive loop here, it's eat, sleep, work constantly and it's seriously wearing me down. :/ I'm so glad that you feel almost exactly the same way I do, makes me feel less, I dunno, not pathetic, but well, pathetic. I'm so lucky to live in such a nice place with such a great family, but if I'm not happy, what does...
Bo Burnham is doing an AMA on Reddit. →
Reddit is win.
You know, sometimes it’s kinda nice to be emotionally stoic. You let go of things more easily than most people. But, it can also make you look like you’re a selfish douche-nozzle… Hopefully I haven’t reached that level.
It’s been a hard day, but I’ve made it through so far. Figured out who will be there for me through all of this. To DD, Jordyn, Neechelle, Kayla, Ryan, Kodiak, Matt, and all the others who helped ease the pain: thank you. It means more to me than anything. I’m taking it one day at a time.
I woke up cold this morning. It’s an unfamiliar feeling.
The First Night
I’m writing this because it’s the first night without you, and I can’t sleep. The truth is, I really do miss you. I miss rolling over and feeling a ball of warmth to cuddle with. To hold. To call mine. Sure, it was my call. You already know why, I don’t feel like there’s anything I left untouched. That doesn’t mean I won’t miss what we had. I think all...
School should come quicker. Srsly. One week til it starts.
Sometimes I really wonder what it would be like if I did one thing different. Something huge, though. Would I be happier or not? Am I really the happiest I can be? Am I totally missing out on way more happiness by doing what I’m doing now? I don’t even know. Hopefully I’m doing it right.
Apple 2000 vs. 2010 - iMac vs. iPhone →
10 years made this much difference. It’s things like this that make me remember why I’m going into computer science: to change the world and blow your mind, all at once.